I've been gradually getting my groove back over the past couple of days :) I went for a run after work yesterday, which was actually rather pleasant and not too cold and it felt fabulous to finally move again. I've officially adjusted to K's beardless face and he looks more handsome than ever. I got paid today (enough said), and I'm taking this new thing called "positive thinking" for a little spin--we'll see how it works out for me! I just feel like I go through these periods of intense dissatisfaction with everything in my life, and instead of doing anything about it or attempting to approach the situation from a new angle, I just wallow. And sometimes wallowing can be therapeutic (for me it usually involves lots of chocolate and bad television and woe-is-me), but there is so much more that I could be doing with my life, and I am actively limiting myself for some pretty ridiculous reasons. So I'm going to work on that.
And, in the spirit of positivity, I'm really excited about this weekend! On Saturday K is whisking me away on a day trip (sort of an early birthday celebration), and on Sunday we will be fulfilling our need for fall festiveness by pumpkin picking and jack-o-lantern carving and hot cider-swilling and maybe some hay-riding (if I can find a farm that is still doing those!). K's been watching the baseball playoffs (he's a SF fan), which forces me to be a little more creative with my time. Sometimes we get in the habit of just vegging out in front of the television all night, which really cramps my style and makes me anxious after a while (and yet I can't tear myself away--especially when Jersey Shore is involved!), and although I actually do enjoy watching baseball, I would be bored out of my gourd if I had to watch it for five straight hours (two games/night). Anyway, that's the update on my life :) Happy Thursday, everyone!